Feelings... woah woah woah FEEEELINGS!!!!

Did you ever get a feeling that you hated having?


It could be fear, anger, hatred....
or in my case... love.
The truth is, dear friends, that I am in love with someone.

Not just any kind of love...


I'm talking that can't live, eat, sleep, think, function, wanna see them all the time, wana touch them all the time, lovey-dovey, nauseating, ping in your heart, smile in your soul, sing cuz you think of them, laugh when you think of them, cry when you think of them, pray for them more than for yourself, give your all for 10 seconds with them, more than chocolate-type of love.





I fell for this person ...and I fell HARD for them.



I want to be and do and give them everything. I want to see their dreams come true more than I want to see my own now. I want to take care of them... love them.. .protect them.



I want to make them happy forever.



But the problem is that I KNOW they don't feel as intensely about me as I do about them.
They just don't catch what or how they say things to me that hurt my heart... reminds me everyday that i am a sucker for somethings... reminds me that I give even when I shouldn't.
I see this following the same old pattern.
Same Script, different cast.
Surprised by the actor. Should I play the role until this scene ends???
Accepting things as they are?


And THAT hurts.